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ok, im going through the most stressful realization right now. i don't remember most of my life. the parts of my life that should've been so clear, so THERE in my mind are just not, and the memories that i do 'remember', i'm not even sure if they're real or not! they might've just been dreams that i've convinced myself are real! i don't even remember most of my friends and family's birthdays, how old they are, hell, i can't even remember some of my friends names! i know this is a really stupid thing to get anxious about, but that is so scary to me. most of my life, most of everything i've ever experienced is jusr forgotten. gone down the drain, like nothing important had happened. i'm probably going to forget about this too. how much of my life have i forgotten? how many important moments of my life have i just forgotten? i don't even remember what i did yesterday. i don't know what i did last week, the last hour, or what i was doing when i was twelve. my head hurts, i think i'm going to sleep for an hour and try to forget this, as i have with everything else lol

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