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i cant handle it anymore... i cant bear the fact that im going to die one day... im going to die, going to have to experience death, going to have to experience what its like to die and i have no choice in the matter. i can feel myself breathing really hard, but my vision's really blurry... i feel like crying. whats dying going to be like? whats after? is it just going to be nothing at all? i cant handle that thought at all. i dont want to cease to exist. i dont want to be floating in some void forever... i hate how people are so nonchalant about that too! dont you understand?! its FOREVER, not a few years, not ten years, FOREVER! until the end of time and even after that! i feel so sick, i think im panicking.. im so scared... i dont want to deal with this feeling anymore, but theres nothing i can do... im way too scared to even kill myself, since im so scared of just becoming nothing. i feel so dizzy, i dont want this anymroe. i dont want to feel like this anymore. please help me

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