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the little doll's dream by Alice Proyject.

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i had a dream. i was on a stage, with the stage lights pointed at me, as faceless people watched me. i start to dance, twirling beautifully, taking step by step. then i realize, i couldn't stop. my body kept dancing, even though i was trying to step off the stage. i try to scream, but my mouth stays closed, like a poised girl should. i stare to the audience. they just keep staring. they don't clap, applaud, or even boo. they just sit there, watching my act. i don't know if they are entertained. i can't alert them. i can't do anything. i do a brisé en arrière. i spin. i'm getting dizzy as i try to focus on their faces. they don't have any, but i still try to see that they believe that my act is good. i keep dancing. i keep dancing. i kept dancing. and i think, even now, even as i am writing this, i am still in the dream. i am still dancing. i am still waiting. i am still performing. i cannot stop. i cannot scream. i cannot rest.

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